Well i've been dealinq with this individual fOr sOme time nOw. Since the end Of september . ThrOuqhOut these mOnths i have qrOwn tO lOve him . In the beqinninq thinqs were qreat but isnt that with any relatiOnship ?! riqht ! I've cOme tO the pOint where i am extremly cOmfOrtable arOund him and he means way mOre than just alOt tO me . we started a relatiOnship and it ended . But nOne of our activities chanqed ; Our lOve still qrOws ; sO its like what was the pOint ? When im with him its like nOthinq matters at that mOment. But nOw it seems like neither One of us takes the wOrd "TOGETHER" as seriOus as Once befOreee! and he says thinqs like " ima always be yOurs yOu have my heart ! thats just nOt qOod enOuqh thOuqh b/c he's beinq smart as tO say im nOt his ! But i lOve him sO much (&) idOnt understand why he wOuld think otherwise ! Me and him dO thinqs i have never did with any bOyfriend . For example sOmetimes i will sit between his leqs and we will read the bible tO eachOther! i mean that is sO preciOus and qenuine tO me . The crazy thinq abOut this situatiOn is i dOnt see him hOw often as i wOuld like. i've never brOuqht him arOund my family vice versa b/c theres a aqe difference = ( . But i keep tellinq myself lOve is lOve and what the hell aqe qOt tO dO with it ? i mean its nOt like he's 15yrs Older Or nOthin like that but ijust knOw my mOther wOuldnt apprOve ! What shOuld i dO because i sincerly lOve him !<3
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ReplyDeleteFirst off, the whole Bible situation is beautiful. Omg, that is too adorable that he will even engage in something like that. I honestly don't think the age difference is a HUGE problem. All in all, just let him know how you feel because, as he says, you have his heart. But you can't completely have his heart if he doesn't reciprocate the same feelings that you have towards him, ya know? It's like.. you wanna be serious with him and he's like "Yeah I like you, but let's not take it there." Just lay it all on the table and make sure he knows exactly how you feel about him and how being with him makes you feel : )
wow it is always interesting when love is involved and age and of course parental units! I honestly dont know what to say other then pray and follow your heart. Always be real with him about how you feel because sometimes thats all a person needs to go the next step. I hope everything works out for you and him!! If its meant to be it will be.
ReplyDeletethanks i appreciate bOth cOmments and i aqree. i appreciate the help because i really needed it = )
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